Exploring stories, beauty, and imagination.

Welcome to My Journal

Here I share the stories behind my books and artwork, together with the ideas, discoveries,
and moments of wonder that continue to shape my creative world and the world of Fantaeryn.

 

9/4/2026 7:46:37 PM

The Self-Contained Human

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We think of ourselves as individuals, contained within the boundaries of our own bodies. But how independent is a human being, really? The closer we look, the more relationships appear—and perhaps individuality and interdependence were never opposites at all. [...]

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9/4/2026 5:09:21 PM

We Were Never Outside Nature

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We speak of going *into* nature, reconnecting *with* nature, even getting *back* to nature—as though nature were somewhere else. But what if the separation we feel is not the same as actual separation? Perhaps we have never been outside the living world at all. Perhaps we have simply learned to see ourselves that way. [...]

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8/12/2026 6:38:26 PM

What If Evolution Selects Relationships, Not Just Organisms?

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What if evolution has not only been selecting organisms, but relationships? The Living Field Hypothesis explores the possibility that life becomes more resilient, complex and capable through the connections between living things, and asks what might change if humans learned to become conscious participants in those relationships. [...]

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7/18/2026 7:58:40 PM

Why I Wrote "The Whispered Horse"

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More than a fantasy novel, The Whispered Horse grew from a lifelong relationship with nature, imagination, and the living world. Discover the inspiration behind the Fantaeryn series and the philosophy that continues to shape my stories, my art, and my life. [...]

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7/17/2026 7:57:23 PM

The Five Great Turnings of Fantaeryn

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Discover the ancient legend that shapes the world of The Whispered Horse. The Great Turnings of Fantaeryn explore our connection with nature, the consequences of separation, and humanity's relationship with the living world, revealing the deeper philosophy behind this ecological fantasy series. [...]

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7/2/2026 8:03:39 PM

What Makes The Whispered Horse Different from Traditional Fantasy?

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Although the story is filled with ancient forests, Elves, forgotten prophecies, and extraordinary creatures, its true heart lies elsewhere. Rather than asking who will conquer the world, it asks what happens when a world begins to forget its own song. Discover why I describe The Whispered Horse as an ecological fantasy, how a lifetime of loving horses shaped Nyxara, and why wonder, relationship, and harmony lie at the centre of the Fantaeryn series. [...]

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6/20/2026 8:08:31 PM

The Real Power Is in the Heart

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Modern research suggests that the heart influences far more than physical health. It may help explain why gratitude, creativity, community, and connection matter so deeply—and why the philosophy behind Fantaeryn imagines a world sustained by coherence rather than domination. [...]

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6/6/2026 12:40:36 AM

The Pattern Beneath Things: Art, Pattern and the Living World

Carol Walden / Comment on this

Virginia Woolf once wrote that "behind the cotton wool is hidden a pattern." It is a simple observation, yet one that has shaped much of my thinking as both an artist and a writer. We often experience life as a series of separate events, people, and problems. Yet the longer I spend painting, writing, gardening, and observing the natural world, the more convinced I become that reality is less a collection of isolated things and more a living pattern of relationships. Art has a unique ability to reveal those hidden connections, helping us see what is already there but often overlooked. This idea has also become one of the philosophical foundations of my fantasy series, Fantaeryn, where healing begins not through conquest or control, but through the restoration of relationship. Read more... [...]

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